Eye,Feel?

draw an eye,
have no fear for reflection do not lie,
it spoke;

"of the deep will not hurt,
of the dark will not swallow,
of the doom will not haunt,"

betrayal of a knife took place

eye vanish,
lost to the battalion of waves
as the sense in a senseless eye
breed vengeance through disguise

the dance will not stop!

really,reflection never lie,
spoke the eye;

"of the galaxy will i see,
of the world will i be,
of you will i seek,"

The Wall of Rose

staRe. The Wall whispers
blinK. Fear taunts
gulP. Curiousity thirst

step,slow..another

ArriVe. Curiosity bows
So Long. Fear ran away
AmaZe. The Wall pray

open,quick!..reveal!

the wall prisoned by thorns
Rose raised her palms
picking weakest feelings
of tortured aura singing

Rose traced an old place
heads rush reaching to her
Her tiny heart begin to race
her tiny palm turns gray

The Wall stand above the mountain
Singing fears of lost soldiers lost
Curious Rose sends hope in
Into them through her palm into stone

A tiny thorn kissed Rose thumb
Her whole body turns numb
The Wall cries open a thorn less space
InViting.Rose is home.

SMILE

wiggles my toes in the air
all i can do is stare
down below into your eyes
feeling so high

this abnormality
cames as a surprise to me
never knew how it comes to this
ashamed of my insanity

so i jumped off this party boat
catch a yellow safe ride
and away goes i float
into the ocean up through the air
but somehow i never feel so free
i sure smile back to me...

they say im a mess
when its time to confess
stopping the clock or break
whatever way i dont care

this loud reaction
states independence day
but i was stupid enough to hide
so i burned in my own stake

so i jumped off this party boat
catch a yellow safe ride
and away goes i float
into the ocean up through the air
but somehow i never feel so free
i sure smile back to me...

whatever gets so high
soon will have to land back
on the empty rug
a house of warm embrace

all it took just your smile for me...

(*i wrote this after i watched reruns - Smallville Season 4 : Clark Kent & Lana Lang Prom Dance)

Masquerade

masquerade

all the pretty dresses
and man's charming faces
unfortunately i'm stuck with laces
stealing smiles and blowing kisses

oh dignity it slipped out off the window
once i experience how love is
red skirts spins and shining shoes follow
golden threads on,messes quiet surface
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(*)
so you thought
the night still young
don't ever waste this delight
but don't you know
this will be pretty no more

live full tonight baby
cause tomorrow for sure
the pain will undress unmask
will you leave it all behind?
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masquerade

shining entrance up the hall
colourful gems dances below
innocence drove into the rythm
flesh in them, found coral desire

oh dreams they rush you in neverending
cause when i know less, i surrender
temptations behind the nodding angels
fantastic lies laughing to my face
(*)
**********************************
masquerade
the sensation
expectations
losing yourself is so easy
in this perfection
(*)
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Where Day Belong

where do day belong
its been too long
i haven't heard my song
oh no..now i am not strong
***
oh i've tried and i've fight and i've tried
pull me out of this tide
open the door i ain't staying no more
go to where day belong
that's where i want to be...
***
how much will time take
i feel that all is such fake
when will i get my chance
to fix all of my mistakes
***
oh i've tried and i've fight and i've tried
pull me out of this tide
open the door i ain't staying no more
go to where day belong
that's where i want to be...
***
hard i wish all is just a dream
that soon i will wake and all went away
but no,its where day belong
after we hurt then we start to move on
***

crash and burn

insanity feeds anamoly
less than that
it prisoned our intellection

feel free...

cause time will not tell
the crosses that you would dare
when death whispers...
it caught you,defenseless
crashed and burned...

so bind time defeat arrogance
faster than light
fallen by the darkman's artifice

feel you...

cause time will not tell
the crosses that you would dare
when death whispers...
it ripped you,effortless
crashed and burned...

awake and decide
you'll never loose your faith
fist yourself hard
to fall in the land of grace
unveil,extricate and rectify...
crash and burn...

cause time barely unravels
the crosses you should take
before death whispers
you need to relive now
so,crash and burn...

Am I (the right kind)

~for the unheard voices~

she own two soft hands...am i the right kind
he have perfect taste in fashion...am i the right kind
despite that we're kinda genius..am i the right kind

am i acceptable

so i go on listing if i ever be the right kind
and i never ever lied..am i perfect for this kind
oh i wish it..is it enough to show that i am right

am i exceptional

sing...
am i the right kind
sing...oo sing..
am i the right one

to be loved and be cared
to be helped when im down


but i walk bare feet..ground cuts and it never felt nice
no sound when i speak..questions in screams are not nice at all
when i die..its the same feeling...its never kind

am i invincible

sing...
i am the right kind
sing...oo sing...
i am the damn right one

to be loved and be cared
to be helped when im down

oooo...i am...and i am...
i am

(p.s: i dont usually explains what i write..as long as its like seeds that grows through perceptions..but this one i wrote when i thought of victims of wars,hopeless young generations who never had the chance to seek dreams and be whoever they want to be..then again feel free to see whatever you felt like...)

Come What May

hello down under
here we go again
there's more to discover?
great view of Mountain Pain

stay in child
greet cloud's lullaby
sing its song..."come what may"
come what may

when i was a young one
i laughed at mistaken grace
never knew what's going on
i bow when Earth forsakes

stay in child
greet cloud's lullaby
sing its song..."come what may"
come what may

suddenly land decides
to let loose its freedom's right
you will see its face
that you thought was grace

soon they'll be nothing
absolutely nothing
then you'll start to...
pray

oh come what may
no matter how far away
oh Sea of Broken Dreams
open your heart to me

of seeing what's here

sitting on the wonder chair
tired of playing fair
have we reach that far
becoming less than who we are

once in a while we stand still
waved away brave men set sail
in time is there time to prevail
what's good and needed to exhale

do we know how to see?
i desperately needed to be
one who knows that its here
dont you wanna join me,and feel
what's real in this journey

do you mind being the one
to tell me that its this season
that i had conquered and won
later its ok to let little things be gone

if the sun will keep on shining
i understand its not yet the ending
but will we ever appreciate the living
comes the end whats left is this yearning

do we know how to see?
i desperately needed to be
one who knows that its here
dont you wanna join me,and feel
what's real in this journey

how lovely this words play
dreams that never meant to astray
setting the sail back to the way
come what may...

Leave Me Be

would you like to
be the rain
for the love of falling down

or would you like me
to forgive you
for the sake we can move on

but now i dont feel the same
without you
its no science

im angry im hurt im lost
without you
its the heart

and i dont feel like talking
and fix this
its impossible

cause i like to
be a mess
for the need to find the rest

so i leave you
for destruction
maybe not but i dont care

here in my own skin
watch the fire burnt out
through the night...

"oh freedom" (Tribute to the real Muslim Fighters)

cant hug the same tree like 10 years ago
old kettles aint an antique then
we wait for spaceship to land now
soon a package to galaxy cost less

funny these thought sounds then
yet we put war in front of the door
people are crazy they beat themselves
just to prove that IQ are higher than value

what am i crapping about
less facts unnecessary stress
but those little things which we shut our eyes
escape and shield our warmth

i saw places burned on tv
yet im scared to break a silence
stupid pathetic arrogant weak
but no not cruel

aint it the same thing?

silence drive the road back to the past
where freedom desperately being fought
now..once again.
oh freedom Allah blessed us all with
we destroy!
its 12.35am
every minute is a chance
of freedom to be lost
or freedom to be protected
we pray!
we learn!
we prepare!
we wake!
we love!

understand?

to heal

closet's door restless
disturb by the open view
wind angry senseless
to the world it blew

where to begin
what's the best to move on
from this bitterness inside
when fired might kill
yet in the end it supposed to heal

beautiful waves
disaster's craves
to collect the lost souls
and leave the rest to learn

where to begin
what's the best to move on
from this bitterness inside
when fired might kill
yet do i really know the end heals?

this life works
such an inspiration such tragedy
it took everything
but it gives everything back that's good in me

Become

do we know to save the life
of people next to us
when hope is far
and lies are what we are

i feel today
i can't find the words to say
what i meant
i feel alone

that there's something tinkling inside
drumming in my head up right
the music in this soul is crying
release
and become

c/o:
so say the words,
become you its all there is to it
to believe
that life becomes what you seek
be true
become you...

do i know what song to sing
when people wants to dance
when my wonder kept on wander
and im lost without a sense

of what i feel today
i can't find the words to say
what i meant
i feel alone
**c/o

release and become
release the tinkles and the drums
let music play a part and become
words...
words...
words...

Forever New

i conciously mapped out
the path of the branches
crosses and twists
and make a new world

underwater beats
humming slow and softly
until music sleeps
seemingly forever beneath

what ties together?
new age and deceitful forever?
both lies masked by truth
both dies sooner than youth

simple apart and together

i smiled at you and bid you goodbye
then all my tears fall down from my eyes
if there's a chance for me to stay with you
i know that i wont take it even if i want to

but this you know and i know too
we understood what we must do
and those time when we're apart
another life soon will start

until the time that meant to be
look out the window and we can see
each others dreams are folds together
forever in stars that gathers

this path we promised to walk in
will cross soon and meet us back in
then my tears years ago will be gone
and you will smile at me and say we have won

in between

there's only sky above that covers you
there's only land below that carry you
and in between are
seas that sink you in,
forests that lost you in,
and people,they turn you upside down

you can fly with wings of dream
you can sleep deeper in the underground
but in between are
dreams that become real
sleep that you can wake up from
and people,they learn to love to live

everyday, in between
everything, in between
all i'll be and all you'll be
all are in between
you and me

a wanderer

when clouds gather as one,
storm will knock the tree
a wanderer beneath,
his pencil dance,then later he reads,
and the earth listens to him
flowers and long grass bow to agree,
birds above share their beauty,
way up high, he gaze afar
whether a glimpse of heaven
through storm then beyond clouds,
if he could hold,
that the hope he wrote,
do exist.

wish i could stay

a lonely chair i sat to think
and on and on i sat on it
in a bus,a plane or train
looking all so innocent

a wooden flute i wish to hear
and on and on i try to play
in my hands its turning cold
looking all used and old

a paper boat i hope it float
and on and on it sail away
in a park with little pond
looking fragile and in grace

wish i could stay...

but color crayons i see myself
and on and on it play around
the paper cry it will be tore
looking full or beautiful?

wish i could stay...
wish i could stay...
wish i could,
stay...

Color of Crayons

do you wanna be blue
be like the dolphins
or be gloom
do you like yellow
sunflowers swifts slow
or roots stuck below
do you prefer green
trees becoming mountains
or swamps that look mean
do you see red
be the same as blood
or keep away from the siren
do you consider black and white
be certain
or be grey
do other colors play too
be morphed into uniqueness
or be aliens

collect all color of crayons you like
make your masterpiece

the Inside

i look out from the inside
my heart's taken out from inside
wind blows colder in the inside
my body freezes

i stepped out from the inside
edens left alone in the inside
fairies lost to the inside
my body freezes

angels take the inside away
night asleep in the inside
wide desert of an inside
cant see any way

give me back my inside
i cant be right