~Dear readers,i do hope,the tiniest spark bloomed in you..only if more,like a shooting star would be nice..Thanks for passing by~

Saturday, December 11, 2004

i remember you

when there's a blank space
i see you
when i see myself in the mirror
i see you

staring at the starry sky
again i see you
imagining my unborn child
their faces like you

too clear
too deep
too hard
too late

this is how i see you
in my wake
in my dream
like a blind man who sees with their heart

the more i see you the better
coz all i ever wanted now..
is to erase every pieces of you
coz i dont want you anymore.

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

the end

i need love
i need air
i need love
i need care

not you
no more
not old
no way

pray
scream
love
despise
charity
revenge

the end is still coming...

will you be here?
will i be here?

the end holds the key...

wait..wait..wait...

does it really matter???????

do you see?

under the bed
under the table
under the tree

behind the bench
behind the door
behind the tree

in the room
in the car
in the tree

can't u see?
im waiting
can't u hear?
im listening
can't u love me?
im yours.

moment

im screaming
its here
the heartless moment
the heaviest heart

fuck away
be dead
the hell with you
i hate you

im tired
its gone
the breathless me
the empty soul.