'no more rhyme'

why not just tell it straight up
all these words twirling confusing just to have a meaning
those rhyme being put that sometimes doesnt make sense
isnt the truth has its own face without the mask

everyone now is so intelligent
nothing seems to be that difficult, too discreet or hidden
but people are more angry to themselves
nothing is ever enough

there is no way out
trees grow until the end there is leaves
we are all waiting to fall
not a clue what will happen when we're in the ground

there is no where to run
nowhere to hide
you must live
you must live
you must live

forget the unknown
hold dear to what is here
and live

although when you picture the end its scary
there is nothing you can do
just follow the truth
and live by it

Trapped

"Trapped"

everyday we hear the insanity of our heart
let it be
let it stay

to let go is to be free
but free is not painless
be ready for war

will it take you to your desired journey
can you hold the pictures you dream
is a fool's wish isnt worthy?
when all it brings is more dream?

how can a tree move if it needed the root to stay?
the heart is deep where the body shouldnt follow
in mind there's traffic but the body lay still
where there is will but there's no way clearly seen

all is like a life within a dream
and a dream within time
too far away you went
the harder to survive
wishes upon wishes
dreams upon prays
but life is ending...

Brown Picture Stories

i stopped and stare at the hour
i watch the wind pass me by
i imagine the past as a brown coloured pictures
i went into it and look outside

i see things i dont understand
it frightens me that such thing exist
i reason with myself that it is just stories
when the tell finish it became history

my heart is heavy
my heart has no space
it tightens my spirit
it kills my hope

oh world you are big
i see it now it is full because there is pain
i prefer my little world
my dark worthless world

oh my the pain
its stabbing the inside
oh please stop but it wont
until its course are fullfilled

little i realize that while i was watching the brown picture stories
mine is being written

6.14 am, 26 october 05, welly
edited 18 July 06,11.35pm,wgtn

Friends Version 3 ("Hand in Hand")

"hand in hand"
I
there's more to life
you show me that
i can be me
you told me that

my friends
you're my favourite crowd
i feel so grand
feel like im wearing a crown

hand in hand we face the day
but we are alone in our own way
but its ok
its not so crazy

II
there's lesson we learned
i show you that
we can be us
much more than that

my friends
things are not so bad
cause you are there
along the ride

hand in hand we face the day
but we are alone in our own way
but its ok
its not so crazy

III
lets walk together
reach out our dreams
do what we do
be what we want to be
my friends
we are free

In A Box That Never Exist

i feel so blue
i dont know what is the truth
is it here now during my youth
when im so lost and confused?

i want to tear up all the pieces in me
i dont want to be in i want to be free
what does it mean all this confusion about you and me
am i you or you are me

twisted turning in this little box
trapped inside i cant figure anything out
i scream out loud my lungs burnt out
terrible dreams dont seem to stop haunting me down

doesnt anybody listen anything?
even the little sound of my cry squeaking?
im clinched clenched blended in the weakening
i can feel my whole body falls down trembling

i am cold it harden my door
smash it all down to the ground
crashed it with steps of torcher
it doesnt matter no more coz i can never be found

later my stories turned to dust
even the wind doesnt invite my senses
away it went to forever unknown
to the land that was never exist only borned

Friends Version 4 ("here")

"Here"
I
flipping through the pages
i look at our happy faces
i started to wonder
how much we've grown
where so much had changed

its been so long
so long

II
the simple things in life
like laughter
when things is what it is
no past no future
and we are together

its been so long
so long

III
then comes the dark day
when you went away
everyone's sad faces
wishing more could be done
more time should be spent

it's been hard my friend
so hard

IV
that you are gone
the lesson you left
is that no matter how long
you are here

forever i miss you
i will remember
even if this photos fades
your smile will stay

Friends Version 2 ("Getting Throught the Day")

"Getting through the day"

its our time
it is now
let us find
what we're looking for

sometimes it is crazy
sometimes it is fine
life can get pretty messy
but to you im still divine

c/o
friends there
when you need a break
to crack up
winding up
lifting up
and put my smile back on
get me through the day

II
faces changes
as times passed
true friends never fades away
close by when i need them
in sun in rain in fun in pain

now when we found what we're looking for
we cherish it even more
cause i know
friends are worth keeping for

III
thank you friends
life is much easier
thank you friends
life is much greater
thank you true friends
life is more sincere

IV
when the dusk is coming
and i am ready to dream
tomorrow will be ok
cause you are here to stay

Friends Version 1

its not the pictures that we take
or the memories that we make
but the feelings that was created
that will be carried through time

in time of ease
we will be reminded of those great feels
when things are easy
when things are just sweet

of all the faces
my friends, i'll remember
especially the ones that are there
and the ones that really care

and one of future times
i will miss you then
and the feels will never loose
and i will have smiles that will never fades

Apology

people want too much
the small things are not enough

like an apology that were spoken
is hollow, senseless, a dead thing

grace needs to be wrapped, cared, kept
the better the brighter the light

alone, its weak

like an apology without consequences

it could never last
it could never be whole