i remember you

when there's a blank space
i see you
when i see myself in the mirror
i see you

staring at the starry sky
again i see you
imagining my unborn child
their faces like you

too clear
too deep
too hard
too late

this is how i see you
in my wake
in my dream
like a blind man who sees with their heart

the more i see you the better
coz all i ever wanted now..
is to erase every pieces of you
coz i dont want you anymore.

the end

i need love
i need air
i need love
i need care

not you
no more
not old
no way

pray
scream
love
despise
charity
revenge

the end is still coming...

will you be here?
will i be here?

the end holds the key...

wait..wait..wait...

does it really matter???????

do you see?

under the bed
under the table
under the tree

behind the bench
behind the door
behind the tree

in the room
in the car
in the tree

can't u see?
im waiting
can't u hear?
im listening
can't u love me?
im yours.

moment

im screaming
its here
the heartless moment
the heaviest heart

fuck away
be dead
the hell with you
i hate you

im tired
its gone
the breathless me
the empty soul.

The Unlost and The Lost

once i avoid this place
some chosed to stay
but i choose to endure my imaginary pain
rather than let people create it for me

safe inside
with wary smile
they could not get me
for they are the fools not i

true that my world seems so dark
but the lights outside are more blinding
surprisingly this darkness have it's will
it had lead me to an unknown place

here now a place with soft lights
full color and sweet sounds so nice
fond of this new place,so i left my home
the force is not the sights but is the wind

safe here outside
with ease breathe
they never again get me
for now they remain the fools not i