of seeing what's here

sitting on the wonder chair
tired of playing fair
have we reach that far
becoming less than who we are

once in a while we stand still
waved away brave men set sail
in time is there time to prevail
what's good and needed to exhale

do we know how to see?
i desperately needed to be
one who knows that its here
dont you wanna join me,and feel
what's real in this journey

do you mind being the one
to tell me that its this season
that i had conquered and won
later its ok to let little things be gone

if the sun will keep on shining
i understand its not yet the ending
but will we ever appreciate the living
comes the end whats left is this yearning

do we know how to see?
i desperately needed to be
one who knows that its here
dont you wanna join me,and feel
what's real in this journey

how lovely this words play
dreams that never meant to astray
setting the sail back to the way
come what may...

Leave Me Be

would you like to
be the rain
for the love of falling down

or would you like me
to forgive you
for the sake we can move on

but now i dont feel the same
without you
its no science

im angry im hurt im lost
without you
its the heart

and i dont feel like talking
and fix this
its impossible

cause i like to
be a mess
for the need to find the rest

so i leave you
for destruction
maybe not but i dont care

here in my own skin
watch the fire burnt out
through the night...

"oh freedom" (Tribute to the real Muslim Fighters)

cant hug the same tree like 10 years ago
old kettles aint an antique then
we wait for spaceship to land now
soon a package to galaxy cost less

funny these thought sounds then
yet we put war in front of the door
people are crazy they beat themselves
just to prove that IQ are higher than value

what am i crapping about
less facts unnecessary stress
but those little things which we shut our eyes
escape and shield our warmth

i saw places burned on tv
yet im scared to break a silence
stupid pathetic arrogant weak
but no not cruel

aint it the same thing?

silence drive the road back to the past
where freedom desperately being fought
now..once again.
oh freedom Allah blessed us all with
we destroy!
its 12.35am
every minute is a chance
of freedom to be lost
or freedom to be protected
we pray!
we learn!
we prepare!
we wake!
we love!

understand?

to heal

closet's door restless
disturb by the open view
wind angry senseless
to the world it blew

where to begin
what's the best to move on
from this bitterness inside
when fired might kill
yet in the end it supposed to heal

beautiful waves
disaster's craves
to collect the lost souls
and leave the rest to learn

where to begin
what's the best to move on
from this bitterness inside
when fired might kill
yet do i really know the end heals?

this life works
such an inspiration such tragedy
it took everything
but it gives everything back that's good in me

Become

do we know to save the life
of people next to us
when hope is far
and lies are what we are

i feel today
i can't find the words to say
what i meant
i feel alone

that there's something tinkling inside
drumming in my head up right
the music in this soul is crying
release
and become

c/o:
so say the words,
become you its all there is to it
to believe
that life becomes what you seek
be true
become you...

do i know what song to sing
when people wants to dance
when my wonder kept on wander
and im lost without a sense

of what i feel today
i can't find the words to say
what i meant
i feel alone
**c/o

release and become
release the tinkles and the drums
let music play a part and become
words...
words...
words...

Forever New

i conciously mapped out
the path of the branches
crosses and twists
and make a new world

underwater beats
humming slow and softly
until music sleeps
seemingly forever beneath

what ties together?
new age and deceitful forever?
both lies masked by truth
both dies sooner than youth